I’m A Fangirl
Who would have thought I would be a fangirl? I never saw this coming, especially now at my age. Sure, I’ve had my share of craziness over an artist or group of artists but not crazy enough to considered a fangirl. Now, I eat, breath and sleep SS501… almost. Haha!
It all started with Boys Over Flowers. I saw an episode when it was first shown here in the Philippines last year. The episode I saw was the one where Haje and Jan Di received a red card from F4 and I thought that it was a little violent so I let it pass. Then the series was shown for the second time, I wondered why it was being aired again and thought it must be good so I gave it another try. I watched the very first episode and after about a week or so I decided to finally watch the whole series, nonstop, online. Yes, I’m that impatient. Haha!
I was drawn to Yoon Ji Hoo’s character the most. First, because I’m really attracted to his kind of guy… the silent, mysterious type that makes me want to hug him, comfort him, and tell him that everything’s going to be alright. I also loved the way he took care and looked after Jan Di. I’m like that to people who are very dear to me and I always wish someone will do the same for me. Second, I could relate so much to his situation. I cried the most watching his scenes. My heart ached for him while my heart ached for myself thinking about my past. Sigh.
After watching the series I started surfing the net about Kim Hyun Joong. The more I learn about him, the more I’m loving him. Then of course I discovered his group, SS501, and started stalking them, too, through forums, YT, etc. As I watched their videos I got a glimpse of their unique and interesting personalities which made me love all of them. Yes, I love all of them but I love Hyun Joong the most! 
I’m even trying to learn Korean just for them! Haha! I can now read and write Hangul a little and I’m starting to build my vocabulary one step at a time. I’ve always wanted to learn another foreign language, aside from English, but I never imagined it to be Korean. I’m planning to visit Korea next year (I’m crossing my fingers!) and I want to do it Lonely Planet style. I don’t want to get a package tour so i could explore more without spending too much. This is one reason why I’m pushing through with learning Korean.
I can’t get enough of the boys! Seriously! My day will not be complete without watching their videos, listening to their songs, or looking at their photos. I have to do at least one thing that would remind me of them, not that I really need reminding. Haha! There you go…
I’m H2OBaby and I’m a fangirl!
xs: H2OBaby will be officially my fangirl nick. Haha!
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